tastyfuck:

to any one that understands that feeling; when you feel really healthy- your skin color is good, you don’t want to throw up, your head isn’t aching, your heart is at a normal speed, and when you stand up too quickly you don’t want to kill everyone around you or pass out and die; you feel great, you love it, but then you know how well it is and you want to poison yourself; smoke cigarettes, drink too much coffee, hit your elbow against something so you become outraged, bite your lip more than you should, take the knife and instead of putting it in the drawer, find out what color your blood is when exposed to oxygen, ~